I am so loving how when I let go of trying to make things happen or searching from a place of lack and just relax into the present moment, all I am desiring flows so easily into my experience!
This summer we are celebrating so many blessings:
*we found an awesome school called Voyagers where Nat is going to summer camp for 2 weeks and is excited to be attending in the fall. This school is based on a partnership model between adults and kids that fits our values and also offers Nat a menu of really fun activities and an access to technology via laptops, digital cameras, movie editting equipment, etc. that matches what he is wanting...a true win-win all around! We are so grateful for our experiences at 2 other private schools, for they provided us with the perfect contrast that really helped us get clear about what we were wanting, which already existed and it feels so good to just step into it without any trying or work on our part--all I had to do was believe that the perfect school existed and there it was!
*Billy got a raise that allowed us to by a new second car to replace the old Honda that I used to drive. We are now the proud owners of a sweet VW Jetta diesel that gets 40 mpg on average and came with heated leather seats, sunroof, and free satelite radio! It is so fun to ride in style, have AC, pay half the $ in gas, and have the option to convert to bio-diesel or vegetable oil. Billy loves this car so much that he drives it to work whenever I am not going long distances because it just feels so good to drive.
*I was gifted with an opportunity to attend a 5 day trainingin VT with Robert and Rosalind Fritz on Creating through Structural Thinking for free as a guest of my galpal Kathleen. It was very academic and rigorous and was just what I needed to wake up my brain and feel like I could hold my own in the professional world again. I am now reading their book and manual and digesting it all and finding it is really helping me to create such a powerful model for life coaching and individual therapy. During the interactive exercises, I saw so clearly my patterns for advancing (structural creating) vs. those that have kept me oscillating (structural conflict) and several of my underlying beliefs (that in order to be a good mom I have to be with my kid 24/7) that have kept me from moving forward towards creating the money for Nat's school and having the freedom to pursue my own career interests.
*I am also celebrating that my galpal Lorraine recommended that I read Zero Limits by Joe Vitale for it is totally rockin my world! I had just read Disappearance of the Universe by Gary Renard that my galpal & landlord, Gul, recommended and was ready for a new level of living in love and forgiveness...and along comes a practical application of forgiveness called Ho'oponopono. I am now moving through my day taking 100% responsibility for what I am creating (all that comes before me) and saying "forgive me, I'm sorry, thank you, I love you" to all I encounter, knowing that all irritation comes from within and therefore all healing is an inside job as well.
As I pray for my mother-in-law who is now in the hospital with cancer, I say "forgive me for my cancerous thoughts that have shown up as this experience. I am sorry for harboring resentment and anger in any of my relationships. Thank you for this opportunity to heal the anger within myself and within mass consciousness. I love you as I love myself for we are One. "
As I pray for my mom who is experiencing hallucinations, I say "forgive me for being fearful of the unknown. I am sorry for not having more faith. Thank you for this opportunity to heal my fear and the collective fear of mankind. I love you as I love myself for we are One."
It is all an inside job :)f
Peace Beyond All Understanding,
Rev. Marcelle
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment